It's a lonely world sometimes. Not at first. Not right at the beginning but it's coming. There's nothing like opening your eyes and lying there, feeling lucid, feeling airy and free. Suddenly you realize where you are, and that where you are isn't natural. It's not your own bed. You could be on the floor, on a couch, on top of a dresser... who knows. That realization is followed up by the hard cold truth of you not knowing what happened. Not all of it anyway.
So to make a long story short, I want to apologize to a few people. I'm sorry to Aimee that I didn't just get in the car and go home. I'm sorry to Kelly because I threw a shoe at her (although I understand I let her throw it back at me 3 times in retaliation). I'm sorry to A Cup Of Tea because contrary to what I may have thought Saturday night, I am not in their band. I'm sorry to all of North Gate Tavern, because I think I got on a mic somewhere in the back of the bar and screamed at everyone. I'm sorry to Nick because I was being a handfull when he was trying to tear down a PA. I'm sorry to the staff of NGT because I was being a handfull to them while they were trying to pretty much do anything. I'm sorry to Joe because I told him to drag me into the next room for what I'm pretty sure was no good reason. I'm sorry to Kanita, because the next morning Joe said "I think you pretty much terrified Kanita", although that is a wildly funny statement.
Yeah, so I'm sorry to everybody. Seriously, it's time for more of you to start acting like this to take the heat off of me a little. I want to see some improvement next week.
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